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> Wednesday, November 30, 2005
8:56 PM

arghs time passes so fast.tml i flyin off to miyazaki le, wheee!!!actually kinda jing zhang cos of my host family.my host is 15, 1 yr older den mee n den sumore gt 2 older bros n 1 younger sis 12.haiya budden wad's bothering me is da old ah ma.haiyoo dey say older generation of japanese v strict 1 lehhs.lyk wad if she dun lyk me den i sit not properly she will say dis n dat.how???damn fan over dis lorr.n i go japan will miss MY TV SHOWS LORR.wahh will miss lyk lotsa episodes of DA CHANG JING n i will miss my LOVE AT HARVARD oso.omg MY TEEVEE!cant bear 2 part wif it.hahas anw u all must MISS ME KAES XD

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> Tuesday, November 29, 2005
8:54 PM

just read sum of my blog de old posts.realised dat las yr at dis tym i was frettin abt spore rhap.hahas n plus juniors probs too.dis yr so different fr las yr man.las yr seemed so relax den sumore gt IT camp.i miss it man..so damn fun lorr, it was da onli camp i hav been 2 apart fr sec1 orientation la.n now im frettin over miyazaki..abt wad 2 bring n blah blah.actualli i kinda jing zhang la.ARGHS jus saw da host family list.my host family gt 6 ppl lor lyk while others gt onli 4.N DERE'S LYK AN OLD LADY IN MY HOST HOUSE.ahh she's gonna disapprove of everything i do.OMG LORR.DEN GT OLDER BROs LAA BUDDEN 22 N 2O.too old 4 me 2 lyk.ARGHH lyk wei she me i get such a family lorr??den theo n caca gd laa same district while i different.OH MAN im so gonna be DEAD.dis sucks lorr

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> Wednesday, November 23, 2005
8:49 PM

arghhs dat miyazaki thingy is driving nutso.nid 2 get sum malay costume cos we r goin 2 do sum lame fashion show.lyk where 2 get lorrs??anw 2dae had jap lesson n i tell u it's CHEEMOLOGY man.wahsey got so many words 2 memorise n sumore mus learn how 2 write.lyk wth all in 3 daes.aniwaes i realised dat i hav not been bloggin frequently le..hahas mayb wanna close down dis blog.wadev laa im jus tryin 2 b happy-go-lucky n c da gd side of things.okiees or rather try not 2 look at da bad side of things laa.yupps

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> Tuesday, November 15, 2005
10:06 PM

they have done it again.yea within a short period of time sumore.why???i always tell myself that it won't happen again but it always does happen again.since sec1 it's been like that.each and every time i tell myself that it won't happen again, that maybe they just forget about it.but it happens and it's saddening you know.am i that invisible that they can't see me?
-it hurts

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> Sunday, November 06, 2005
10:00 PM

I AM SO PISSED.IT'S SUPPOSE TO BE A HAPPY ENTRY COS I GOT MY ZEN MP3 LE..NOT ANYMORE.LYK YTD HAD BAND AND THIS POOR GIRLY HERE DID NOT KNOW THAT THERE WAS BAND.AND APPARENTLY LIKE NO ONE..YES NOT A SINGLE SOUL BOTHERED TO LYK CALL ME OR SMS ME TO ASK WHY I DID NOT TURN UP FOR THE DAMN BAND PRACTICE.AND NOBODY LYK EVEN TOLD ME THERE WAS BAND PRACTICE.OKAY MY PRESENCE APPARENTLY IS NOT NEEDED..OR RATHER NOBODY IN BAND EVEN CARE ABOUT MY PRESENCE.I AM JUST THIS CRAPPY GURL THAT PLAYS THE EUPH IN BAND RITE.I WALK PASS OTHER PEOPLE AND THEY GO'OH ANOTHER BAND MEMBER'.I DO NOT LEAVE A DEEP IMPRESSION ON PEOPLE..AND THUS THEY MAY FORGET THAT I EXIST.AND THEN THE NEXT BLOOGY THING IS THAT THERE IS BAND CAMP.YES FUN AND TRAINING WHICH MEANS STAYING OVERNIGHT.AND OF ALL BLOODY DAYS DURING THE HOLIDAYS IT JUST HAD TO BE ON THE 5-8 OF DECEMBER.THE DAYS THAT I AM AWAY IN MIYAZAKI,JAPAN.MY LIKE 1ST AND MAYBE LAST BAND OVERNIGHT CAMP??BECAUSE I AM SURE NOBODY WOULD GO AND ORGANIZE A BAND OVERNIGHT CAMP NEXT YEAR.REASON BEING,SYF THE NEXT YEAR..AND LIKE WE NEED TO PRACTISE.YES SO NOW YOU CAN SEE WHY I AM SO PISSED.AND THE NEXT NEXT YEAR YOU ASK??HELLO I AM SEC4 LE..I WOULD BE MOST LIKELY NOT PARCIPATING IN THE CAMP N THEN THERE'S SYF.THIS IS SO FUCKING GREAT ISN'T IT.

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> Thursday, November 03, 2005
10:01 PM

im BOREDD.dis few daes kip tinkin about nxt yr lorr..oo 4got 2 say dat i wen into comb a..my dream..budden sumhow i dun relli feel happi or wad.3 endurance nxt yr..i much prefer da name 3 faith but wadeva laa..den kip tinkin about 3e nxt yr lorr..yah i sorta managed 2 get most of da names of ppl dat wen into dere.onli word i can say is HAII..not dat i hate da ppl dere laa budden it will nv b da same as 2humilityy..lyk of cos.

den ytd had band..kanna pumped by debbie foo..1ST TYM IN MY ENTIRE HISTORY IN BAND i tink..haha last tym sec1 nv kanna pumped by da seniors.budden not my fault i kanna pumped laa..it's dat junior of mine.dunno blow wad thing wrong ahh..den da sec2s ONLI mus pump wif dem cos we r in-charge of teachin da sec1s..aniwaes nt jus da euphs laa..tuba oso kanna.strangely i dun rmb teachin jiajun lehh..haiya wadeva laa we still pump lorr..haha.den tok 2 dat joseph tan..n he was lyk sayin da band was crap..cos every1 was slackin..n he was lyk sayin if he in-charge he would scold dem n pump dem 100 or sumtin.i was lyk wah seyy..haha budden i admit laa..da band kinda slack now..no motivation le.n i dunno wad's up wif dat junior of mine..crazy guy..kip wantin 2 hit me wif da i recommand bk..n den cos i saw a cockroach crawlin around n i kinda freakk, den he was lyk tellin me da cockroach near me or sumtin makin me freak more.weirdedd..

aniwaes jus listened 2 beauty n da beast jus now..nt bad bahh..n oso got mulan..da song v china lyk..den now listenin 2 when you believe..i tink is prince of egypt da soundtrack or wad..quite nice..stayin at home so sian mann.

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